tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-49623432421997378442024-03-05T12:48:07.569+08:00Refleksi.Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.comBlogger143125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-66540054730251434242016-12-05T00:02:00.001+08:002016-12-05T00:02:10.355+08:00Romanticizing Sadness<div style="text-align: justify;">
Antara solitud dan kesunyian.</div>
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Perjalanan ini terasa panjang.</div>
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Sunyi.</div>
Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-55415655265382721862016-12-04T23:25:00.000+08:002016-12-04T23:25:07.179+08:00These sad, lonely notes are not meant to be discovered<div style="text-align: justify;">
Back to writing here, I guess?</div>
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Senang bila kau tahu nota-nota pendek ini takkan kemana.</div>
Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-46079013214500643152015-04-08T23:54:00.002+08:002015-04-08T23:54:27.498+08:00Hari ke 87.Mungkin akan kembali hadir di sini?Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-83144965314174939162014-05-23T20:47:00.001+08:002014-05-23T20:47:57.029+08:00Anna Is In Her Wonderland<p dir=ltr>And she doesn't want to get out. </p>
Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-81899413080235872672013-08-25T23:24:00.001+08:002013-08-25T23:24:15.156+08:00Pendam.<p dir=ltr>Habis siapa yang nak dengar apa yang aku nak cakapkan.</p>
Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-67528385720143690802013-05-21T20:42:00.002+08:002013-05-21T20:42:31.616+08:00Wicked.Masa yang berlarian pergi, takkan kembali.Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-25857558534867080652013-05-18T01:20:00.001+08:002013-05-18T01:20:16.791+08:00Masih, hilang.<div style="text-align: justify;">
Aku tak pasti.</div>
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Dengan setiap buku-buku lama yang aku beli dan kumpul,</div>
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aku tak pasti.</div>
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Sama ada aku sedang mengumpul buku atau</div>
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mengumpul cebisan cebisan</div>
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untuk mendefinisikan diri aku.</div>
Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-18698708095448184282013-02-17T23:26:00.001+08:002013-02-17T23:26:54.851+08:00Turning Point<p>Mari kita tandakan.</p>
Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-87162471108313927442013-01-27T23:56:00.003+08:002013-01-27T23:56:38.093+08:00Gelora Jiwa<div style="text-align: justify;">
Ada apa dengan kesedihan berpanjangan ini, kaseh?</div>
Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-35855067670749511342013-01-01T16:04:00.004+08:002013-01-01T16:04:58.577+08:00(Not so)Natural Selection<div style="text-align: justify;">
Percubaan untuk rasa 'berisi' - mungkin ya ada juga baiknya kita bina dulu library-nya.</div>
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Dan termenung merenung rak.</div>
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Dilema.</div>
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<br /></div>
Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-18013268797189703252012-12-17T16:34:00.001+08:002012-12-17T16:34:46.020+08:00HauntedIt's all coming back to me.Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-44692934612598286732012-12-17T14:30:00.001+08:002012-12-17T14:30:52.710+08:00Asa<br />
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Aku tinggal di sini</div>
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Segala jasad dalam keberadaan</div>
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Menanti dijumpai</div>
Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-35345439598726919912012-12-13T14:48:00.000+08:002012-12-13T15:00:57.620+08:00Merry Juice<div style="text-align: justify;">
Aku dapat rasa jus idea mengalir perlahan-lahan ke segenap urat otak</div>
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cuba melembapkan otak </div>
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tapi </div>
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perang di dalam terlalu hebat</div>
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sehinggakan aku yang di luar ini</div>
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tinggal terkaku jari jemari</div>
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di hadapan skrin</div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-14928899421625961292012-11-20T17:21:00.002+08:002012-11-20T17:21:30.432+08:00Constant StruggleDamn, I am depressed.Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-62807565245844397762012-11-20T17:03:00.000+08:002012-11-20T17:03:06.798+08:00Tin KosongAku koyak segala imej kesempurnaan dalam kepala,<br /><div>
pergi kutip cebis-cebis diri sendiri</div>
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Sibukkanlah,</div>
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buat perkara yang sepatutnya.</div>
Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-18562159656811930842012-11-19T16:16:00.004+08:002012-11-19T16:16:59.796+08:00Titipan halus buat sang suami<div style="text-align: justify;">
Do not love me for what I love</div>
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to do</div>
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Love me </div>
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Love how I carry myself</div>
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Love how I think</div>
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Love how I react</div>
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This</div>
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What you <i>need</i> to face</div>
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for the next 50 years</div>
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<br /></div>
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What I love to do</div>
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You'll forget when we are in the middle of a fight</div>
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Wouldn't help</div>
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At all</div>
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<br /></div>
Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-59282138540429298982012-11-19T15:42:00.000+08:002012-11-19T15:44:28.435+08:00Elitis, Ilmuan<br />
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i</div>
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Tuhan, rapatkan mereka jika itu takdirku.</div>
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ii</div>
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Seringkali terlalu lama menjaga jarak</div>
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Dua jambatan</div>
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Kamu sekumpulan yang berada di sebelah sana</div>
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Diam</div>
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Hisap sigaret</div>
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Bicara mata lebih kuat bersuara </div>
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Seringkali pemula perbualan</div>
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Hanya 3,4 patah</div>
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Selebihnya sigaret dan angguk</div>
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Faham</div>
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iii</div>
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Aku kanak-kanak yang pegang ais krim</div>
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Melihat kamu bermain kejar-kejar</div>
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Di balik pagar besi</div>
Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-86465813738518116342012-11-17T10:43:00.002+08:002012-11-17T10:43:28.395+08:00Jodoh<div style="text-align: justify;">
Botol</div>
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Ketika aku sedang kelam kabut ke tempat kerja</div>
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Jam pukul 6.55 pagi</div>
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Abang guard sengih sumbing</div>
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Malu-malu ucapkan selamat pagi</div>
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Botol</div>
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Terjatuh</div>
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Menyumpah aku menyumpah</div>
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Botol hijau kegemaran sudah sumbing</div>
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Di pantri</div>
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Aku malu-malu telan nasi lemak</div>
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Perut sebu kerana semalam</div>
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Sambil kau di sebelah </div>
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Tiba-tiba kau bersuara</div>
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"Kenapa botol tu?"</div>
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Itu kali pertama kita bersapa mesra</div>
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Seingat kita </div>
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Sambil merenung senja di anjung rumah</div>
Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-65196676341791423462012-11-13T20:06:00.002+08:002012-11-17T10:44:05.657+08:00Kaca<div style="text-align: justify;">
satu hari yang asing kemudian nanti</div>
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aku akan kembali ke tanah kelahiran</div>
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mencari masa silam</div>
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mencari fragmen diri sendiri</div>
Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-57766351238095944132012-11-13T15:30:00.000+08:002012-11-17T10:44:26.083+08:00Retak<div style="text-align: justify;">
Maka turunlah hujan menangisi bumi</div>
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Berlagu senandung seirama dengan rasa jiwa</div>
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Perlahan-lahan</div>
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Hujan dan air mata langsung tiada beza</div>
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Bersatu dalam deru dan ngongoian yang sama</div>
Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-22030632483349347052012-11-10T13:47:00.003+08:002012-11-10T13:47:29.039+08:00Traveling Lines<div style="text-align: justify;">
Makin lama makin meringkuk aku kesesakan dalam kebuntuan ini.</div>
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Bila kata-kata bukan lagi saluran paling mudah mengalirkan rasa;</div>
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dulu tirisnya mudah.</div>
Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-62053318683931565012012-11-08T17:53:00.000+08:002013-01-01T16:15:39.684+08:00Pondering Stars. Of incapability. You're sketching like you are a one year old.<div style="text-align: justify;">
So.</div>
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I've bought everything I think I need.</div>
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There's sketchbook. Crayons. Colour pencils. Charcoal.</div>
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Now.</div>
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How do I get these images out from my head.</div>
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Like seriously.</div>
Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-86993312442536787182012-10-30T21:22:00.000+08:002012-10-30T21:22:36.780+08:00Staring forever to the forlorn moon I will welcome you inside my head;<br />
You could see so many unprojected images<br />
So many unspoken words<br />
<br />Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-57052617244556462722012-09-29T14:18:00.001+08:002012-09-29T14:18:15.389+08:00Mabuk<br />
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Lemas memeluk diri sendiri,</div>
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Lemas berenang dalam lautan kata-kata sendiri.</div>
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Tulis sampai kebas</div>
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Tulis sampai mabuk</div>
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Sesungguhnya kita mabuk dengan kepandaian sendiri</div>
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Tuak sendiri jadi tidak setanding dengan kita yang mabuk</div>
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memeluk diri sendiri</div>
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Melihat dunia dengan jengkel dan prejudis</div>
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Pengakhirannya jadi tiada apa-apa</div>
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Lemas sendiri</div>
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Kebas sendiri</div>
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Mati sendiri</div>
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Shazni Ibrahimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04786981420124310768noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4962343242199737844.post-38468053755675767822012-09-24T21:57:00.003+08:002012-09-24T21:57:55.634+08:00I'm a very insightful person."You know we'll be together someday."<div>
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